It doesnt matter how our problems outnumber us, its how we outfight them

That's a tweet that my 'fate' write today. If you ask why I rewrite it, it's because we have a different problem that we can solve -I mean we should write and share it to makes it less than before- So, I will tell it to my blogger.

From my Christian Bautista's problem, 
Dear Christian Bautista, if you read it, you have to read another post from me -that I always said million to you- to always keep ur health, to always know you are not young (sorry) like before :( And the bed news is I'm not beside you when you're sick like now :(
Yup, your back pain is back. How many times I said you to not too much work, to control your work and add yourself into a bed? But it just happened, dear (if you read this) please keep yourself always healthy and you have to less your work if you feel you're sick. Not pretending to be strong again..

Dan masalahku adalah masalah yang berhubungan dengan cinta sepihak.
Aku tidak pernah mengetahui jika aku benar-benar bisa mencintai seseorang lagi setelah 3 tahun hubunganku berakhir dengan seorang laki-laki. But, I know, it's going happen.
Dia adalah seorang yang selalu berada dalam keseharianku, mungkin itu yang membuatku menyukainya, intensitas kami yang sering sekali bertemu.
Ketika aku menyukainya, aku sadar bahwa ada jurang yang sangat dalam yang kami miliki. 
Ya, perbedaan agama.
Namun, aku ingin berjuang untuk hubungan ini, dan aku pikir dia pun begitu, setidaknya kami menjalani dulu, baru jika memang takdir Tuhan tidak sampai kepada kami, kami akan menyerah.
Tapi ternyata, 2 tahun yang kami lewati selama ini, hanya aku saja yang berjuang.
Beberapa minggu ini, dia berubah. Tak pernah dia menyapa atau mengajakku nonton film kesukaan yang aku suka download dulu.
Setiap malam dia hanya menerima telepon dari seseorang di ujung sana dengan kata yang sering kami sebut "kamu" dan "aku"
God, why it's happen when my birthday will be coming?
I miss my last birthday, I miss all of that time. 

19 February, this year is going happen together, with Lunar year,
Do you know what I hope know?
I really want to beside my Ian too much, sharing all of our problems like now, even it's just on social media, keep him to always health, reminds him to always take a rest a lot than before. I want to doing that way.
Maybe, I can be strong when I leaved by someone except him, but how can I leaved by Ian even I'm not yet fight to beside him? I don't want  something happen to him :(

Okay, leave my problem and your problem, CB,
Just promise to yourself and myself is we have to outfight them.
Like my title in this blog.
Keep cheering, keep smile like before.
Watchout your schedule first now more selectively than before, not too much, not makes your back pain again. Consult your doctor when you're sick, Got it?
Because I'm not beside you now..

Hmmmm.......
Why I write this entri ?
Haha yup. Coincindence.
Again, always happen. 
Different problem, but in the same time. 

Keep yourself always happy, Christian Bautista.
Keep myself always happy, Febrianita Sholihah.
Fight!!! :) :) :)

Promise me to not use this thing again.